Regardless of how young you are, we all know and feel pain
Why did you lie that everything will be ok?
The broken heart doesn't get repaired easily
How will I live without you, so...
Even if I die, I can't let you go
How could I let you go if you're planning to leave
Then fix my heart so I can at least live on painlessly
If you can't, then since I wouldn't be able to live
I can't let you go even if I die
No matter how much you push me away, I will hold on to you till the end
So you won't be able to go anywhere
If you are really leaving, then lie
Let's meet tomorrow and meet with a smile
Then say that you were joking about breaking up if not then...
Even if I die, I can't let you go
How could I let you go if you're planning to leave
Then fix my heart so I can at least live on painlessly
If you can't, then since I wouldn't be able to live
I can't let you go even if I die
We spent so much time together
But how could I live alone now?
I can't do that, I can't
Even if I die, I can't let you go, I really can't let you go
If you're planning to leave, then fix my heart
so I can at least live on painlessly
If you can't, then since I wouldn't be able to live
I can't let you go even if I die
Showing posts with label Emotions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Emotions. Show all posts
Being hated, blamed and scold,
Trusts no longer there,
Truth no longer appear,
Haters everywhere which causes me to extract into an environment,
A very bad environment,
That humans hunts humans for food,
Fights in order to get victory,
Fallen into a pit of darkness,
Souls everywhere trying to pull me into,
A feeling of fear runs inside my heart,
Trying to call for help but no one listen,
A true Saviour which is Jesus that can only help me
and him alone only can bring me out of the darkness,
I wish all those bad visions never happen,
As if it never been here before,
I wanna forget about all the pass and those unhappy moments,
Throw all the weeks of suffering into the dream,
and lock it,
I could only wish that all this just only a DREAM!!
Wake me up from this nightmare . . .I wanna be a normal homosapien
Why is it so hard??
Tell me why??
I wish all this could just return to the point,
where all this stuff and nightmares never happen.....
Today was quite normal for me,
which I go through the same old routine everyday,
which I starting to get tired out of it,
Wish my life would have be better,
I shouldn't be complaining much coz
compare to those orphanage kids where
they don't have enough foods or stuff or toys to play with
And they nvr experienced parent's love b4
I always tell myself that I should be grateful of what
I owned
and what I have or given
but sometimes, I just cannot get satisfied with what I have
I always complain that my mom and dad
doesn't love me at all
coz they always buy stuff for my two sis
but actually i'm the one who got most of the stuff
Nowadays, things have changed,
I couldn't control myself anymore
being laugh by all my friends and strangers
humiliated by them
I just wish that God will take away
the disease which is running in my body rite now
I'm too weak to fight it
all I can do is just protect myself
P.S Time is my enemy and I hate it so much
OMG !!, I've been patiently waiting and taking my time all this while just to watch Sex And The City 2, I've been waiting for it for over a month now .. . .and finally, I'm gonna watch it tomorrow . ..I'm just just so happy rite now which I can find a word to describe it yet rite now ...sorry for that but i'm really happy and I can't wait for tomorrow . . arghh . . haha ..lolz . .wuhoo!!
Good thing won;t happen to me, only bad things will, why must I always be the one who got hurt and why can't I be the one to hurt them? ....I'm sick of always being emotionally abused by some useless ans not-worth-it ppl or should I call them as Creature, the don't deserve to live in this earth .. they shouldn't exist...i wish they could all die straight away . .. . from today onwards, I'm going to be the bad guy and not the good guy anymore...i'm sick of it . . .
Omg, someone is actually offering me an Iphone 3gs and the matter is that i don't know should i trust him or not . . . . I really can't wait to really actually receive an Iphone, I might be getting it this friday but not sure will I get it or not, who knows that he will lie to me but this matter. .. .no one knows . . but I do hope that it's true . ..wow . .. 1 thing for sure is that this few days, i'm pretty sure that I can't sleep because the word Iphone really stuck in my head ( just like Jason Derulo's Song, In My Head )
. . .haha. .. well . .let's see will I get it or not . .Let's hope that I'll get it . .yay!!!
when the stars fall from the sky
when the sun no longer sets
when the moon no longer shines
when oceans dry up and river cries out
when rain refuses to fall
when the earth's cracked skin turns to dust
when flowers refuse to bloom
when birds no longer sings
when seasons never change
when summer is a fantasy
when autumn wind only exists in books
when stories can no longer be read
when words no longer mean a thing
when miracles have lost their wonder
when hope seems so distant
when happiness fades into the background
when life is meaningless
when laughs seem useless
when voices can no longer speak
when songs can no longer be sung
when the only sound that exists is silence
when hearts no longer have love
when holding hands is forbidden
when eyes no longer cry tears
when wounds can no longer heal
when death is not met with loss
when even after death my heart keeps breaking
when love steals my life and i die
when eternity finally ends
That is when i'll stop loving u
when u came into my life......
i thought you are the one.......
my true love......
and i thought that i would love , cherish , take care and do everything for u....
but all this time...
iv'e been hurting u .......
so i think the only way for me to stop hurting u ......
is to leave u.......
im sorry
Last week, I've finally found my true love and we had been together till now. We have so much in common and we're like the perfect couple, but what is so suffering is that, the family members of the person i love found out about us and they are going to bring my true love to Damansara and we can't meet again anymore. I found it so sad and to be honest, I do cry when i think of that my lover bout to leave me and we can't meet again anymore. That feeling just kills all my mood and I'm really confused now, coz i love that person so much. I wouldn't wanna to see my lover leave me, It's Sad. I pray to God that my lover's parents will change their mind and allow my lover to continue be by my side. God Help Me, and make my wish come true, Pls!!!
The girl in the picture is Katie Kirkpatrick , she is 21. Next to her, her fiancee, Nick, 23.The picture was taken shortly before their wedding ceremony, held on January 11, 2005 in the US .Katie has terminal cancer and spends hours a day receiving medication.In the picture, Nick is waiting for her on one of the many sessions of chemo to end.
In spite of all the pain , organ failures, and morphine shots, Katie is going along with her wedding and took careof every detail. The dress had to be adjusted a few times due to her constant weight loss.
An unusual accessory at the party was the oxygen tube that Katie used throughout the ceremony and reception as well. The other couple in the picture are Nick's parents. Excited to see her son marrying his high school sweetheart.
Katie , in her wheel chair with the oxygen tube , listening to a song from her husbands and friends
At the reception , Katie had to take a few rests , The pain restricts her to stand up for long periods
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