Envisager l'avenir - Look Into The Future

Fuck those who've hurt me,Skip those who've triedI can't stand them.Let them die.I've experienced so much pain,for my young age,I can't stand my mind.It's full of nefarious memories.They're letting that ass walk free,Even after what he's done to me,and I can't take the hurt.That he's left within my soul.He deserves to die,but his fate is not mine to decide,He'll get what's coming to him.I bet it won't be pleasant.Maim the bastard who stole my happiness,and crushed it in his clenched fist,Make him experience foul displeasure.For I will seek vengeance otherwise.Punish those who put others in misery,then award those who make everyone happy,Have everyone share their pain.For maybe then;people will understandwhat they're doing to one another.So much hatred swims through me,and it depresses me so deeply,But there's only one who understands(or seems to)only one who cares, like no other.No matter what was done,No matter what was said,He kept hurting me.And so had everyone (almost) else.Why am I the target of bitterness,why must it be me?Can it not be someone else?Im fine on my ownIve got enough friendsEnough damn enemiesYou only add to the problemsNot helping at allAre you so stupid?That you really cant seeYou blame everyone elseWhen its really youIve made my mistakesThose were my faultBut this obsession of yoursIs all yours to controlTheres something so wrongWith the way that you feelManipulating to get what you wantTo get those to back youThe whole story isnt toldMy side is forgottenMy feelings are dismissedNobody knows the way that I feelThey only hear the wrong Ive doneTheres worse that I could doIll never be perfectIll sure as hell never be youYou’re act is so clearThe real you is obviousThe front you put onAs only concernedWe all see through youAnd whats really going onOpen your eyesQuit preaching to meOpen The BookAnd read for yourselfStop reading for meI can do that myselfIve got my own relationshipIts not like yoursIts my very ownNot what you wantThat doesnt make it wrongJust opposite of yoursIll never condemnOr judge those I loveI cant do thatKnowing I might failWhere do you get offMaking decisionsWho is a ChristianAnd who is worthyNone of us deserveAnything were givenWe havent earned God’s loveTheres no way we canHes given it freelyFor all to graspWhat right do you haveTo take that awayIm tired of your judgmentIm sick of your putdownsTalking to those who know nothingListening to mindless chatterThe gossip you hearNot from the sourceMaybe its trueOr could be more liesYoull never know thoughIt has nothing to do with youIll say it againStay the fuck out of my business

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