Envisager l'avenir - Look Into The Future

Hidden PainWhen you look at me what do you see?Do you see someone who is young?Someone who is happy?Carefree?If that is what you see, look againBecause that is not the real meLook past the smile and into my eyesIt is true what they say, eyes do not lieFor they are the windows to my spirit and soulIt is there you will find the secrets untoldThe pain of my pastThe uncertainty of my futureThis is the real meThe "me" I don't let others seeBecause to show this would make me weakAll my life I've tried to be strongFor 19 years I've tried to hold onBut now my soul is getting tiredAnd my spirit is dyingIt is getting harder and harder to keep tryingGiving up seems so easyJust letting life go, all the bad memoriesBut deep down insideI know there must be a better way for meI know I will have to keep fighting if I ever want to be freeSo fight I will for that invisible goalI know it will be hardI need not be toldJust pray for me that in this battle I will stand tallAnd please stand by me, help me not to fallIf I should lose this fightThen it just was not meant to bePlease don't be sad, don't cry for meFor whether I am here or not, I won't be in such misery.

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